I am a Block of Wood

Everyone lives in a their own magical world. I do too.  In my magical world, everything is real and everything is possible. Anything can happen and that’s because I believe in it.

But today, I realized that I have been living like a block of wood.  Plain.  Four-cornered. Dull.  Just a block of wood.

I realized that I have been pretending.

Most people look at me as someone who is “always doing the right thing.”   It’s quite a pressure because I’m not.  The person they see is someone from their own world not mine.  I was attached to that person they told me I was that I started to lose my magic.

I have asked myself several times, “Am I lonely?”  Now, I finally got a painful and honest answer.  Yes, I am.

I realized how I pushed myself too hard and began missing out on things.  I began to believe that unicorns don’t exist and lost a few fairies in the process. 😦

I’m “just” a block of wood.  Just a block of wood.  What can you do with it?

But there a thousand of things a block of wood can do.  I can do anything I want with it.  I can make it move, I can throw it in the sky, I can sit on it, I can even make it fly!  Anything is possible because it’s magic!

I’m not just a block of wood.  I am “THE”  block of wood!

I am a block of wood that can do anything.  The sky is the limit.  I put sane and mental together.  I am unconventional.  I am out of the cube.

And that’s what I choose to believe.

 

written on Sunday, November 28, 2010 at 5:32am

All Hail The Perfect Daughter

Hello WordPress! Nice to meet you!

I was looking for a website that can be a functional outlet to express my thoughts whenever I’m inspired or I have nothing else to do. I tried different sites already but for some reason, it just don’t fit. Well, after a friend of mine who endorsed this site from time to time to me. I finally decided to give in and try. So here I am!

You might be wondering why I named my space as “The Perfect Daughter.” Well, thinking of a name is really the hardest part in starting a blog. I know because I had several blogs and nothing worked for me. All are mediocre titles. But this time, it just came naturally. Like someone just whispered in my ear.

You see I am the only daughter and child in my family. I was raised and honed by my loving parents very well so that I won’t grow like a brat which is a good thing. But now, most of the people I know thinks that I’m the person who is always on the good side. The truth is I’m not. I live an insanely distorted world of my own. What makes me perfect is because I am imperfect. I embrace this belief because this is who I am. The perfect daughter.

And that’s how I came up with a blog name. Yey me! ^_^

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